special gurl in my life.

now i know when some people read this they say that's nice talking about ur mom when it's about my amazing gf. she is always there to support me. she is always there to love me. she is always there to make me feel special in so many ways. i sometimes wonder what would've happened if i never met her. of course hiding a lil secret hurt me more than i thought. never told her i was autistic (meaning i only am strong in one subject). my strongest subject before dating was math. it still is but now i have a new subject to be strong in. my gf. i sleep thinking of her and dream about her. when i awake it's like i'm forced to say good-bye and not be happy. yet i always txt her and no one has or will ever stop me. i love her so much than when i dream i dream of us being together being happy at last.